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birth-day / ˈ bərTH ˌ dā/ noun the anniversary of the day on which a person was born, is typically as an occasion for celebration and the giving of gifts. I don’t remember why the sudden gloominess always occurred whenever it was my birthday but from what I have always remembered the relationship I had with my birthday(s) are always rocky. Maybe it’s because I used to compare the way I celebrate my birthday with my friends in school and most of the time I would be disappointed on the day. My friends used to have all of these celebrations during their birthdays where they invited their amazing friends (Sometimes I was included and sometimes I wasn't) with their amazing star guests and little Epi was sad because of the contrasts. Although I was invited to some of their birthdays when I was a kid, I tend to compare their birthdays with mine. I tend to question whether it’s alright to celebrate my birthday the way I want to and not the way people expect me to do it. Yes, parties ...

  What is a backburner? back-burner /ˈbakˌbərnər/ |verb| postpone consideration of or action on. I found out about the verb for the first time after hearing one of the masterpieces Nicole Zefanya has produced. I have been a NIKI fan and listening to her new (at the moment) album was nothing but therapeutic and poetic. Her songs have been a comfort for me to have a place to which I can relate to. I just never thought that this specific song would hit me to the core with the lyrical and musical arrangement.  What does it mean to be a backburner? In the position of something that will not receive immediate attention and action. Have you ever been a backburner? If not, then I am happy for you. If yes, then I am here to tell you that I relate. Sometimes I wonder whether I am doing  too much  or  not enough  for the wrong people. I know I said that the purest form of love is when you love them with all of your heart without anything in return, but I am beating my...

Wassup peeps 👋🏻 I know I said on my previous blog that I would be writing about some books recommendation that I have been reading, but I think I am not in the mood to write about that now. Sorry, a lot has been going on right now. So, here I am writing my thoughts down so I won’t be overthinking too much. By ‘too much’ means ‘over too much’ 😀. There have been a lot of things on my mind that I don't think will make any sense but here I am writing about them anyway. Do you remember the student exchange program that I was talking about in my previous post? Well, the truth is, my Compulsory Study Abroad has been occupying me with a lot of things needed to be done. I am going to South Korea in less than two weeks and I have no idea what am I doing right now. I mean, I am choosing my courses to attend later on in my university after all of the hecticness on my visa application, insurance, bank statement, etc, I am filled with lots of emotions right now. I have always wanted to study ...